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Jul. 22nd, 2014 05:20 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
( Introspection )
((Action; Housing spiral))
((A young man currently stands outside... in really any spot, but he tries to stay near the housing spiral. He has a fishbowl in his hand, which normally would be seen wrapped up in rope. Today, however, he has it flipped upside down in hands, lowered to the ground. Now you might have spotted him doing one of two things.
A ((Either one, he's standing by a very, VERY tiny opening with the fishblow waiting to strike.))
B ((or two, he's running around trying to catch a rat. At which point he probably failed misterably because he ran into you or a fucking house.)) OW!!
C ((After MANY failed attempts to catch on, Makoto finally does succeed. He sits in a dark spot, a little out of the way of the apartments. In his hands he holds a rat, which howls and squirms between clutched fingers. Dispassionate eyes stare at it, Makoto in deep thought. A hand reaches up towards its head and closes around it. He just has to snap the neck - a painless death, right? The rat keeps screaming.))
... ((he exhales, and pulls his hand away away from it again.)) I can't.
((For a while he stares at the rat, which has calmed down now, sniffing hungrily at the air.)) This must be how it feels like to them... To be so much bigger, ((he says to the rat, as if it understands him. In time, the rat is returned to the fishbowl in peace.)) You didn't do anything wrong, I'm sorry, ((his lips curl up at it for a moment. and decides then he would sit with his new companion for a while in silence.))
((Audio; Locked from Haru and Nagisa))
... After everything that's happened, ((he mutters, voice quiet, slightly broken,)) I'm sorry to ask but... I can't waffle about this forever.
What do you guys think about... ending something's life? I'm not... a bad person, so naturally I don't want to hurt anyone but... I don't want my friends to be hurt either.
((Action; Housing spiral))
((A young man currently stands outside... in really any spot, but he tries to stay near the housing spiral. He has a fishbowl in his hand, which normally would be seen wrapped up in rope. Today, however, he has it flipped upside down in hands, lowered to the ground. Now you might have spotted him doing one of two things.
A ((Either one, he's standing by a very, VERY tiny opening with the fishblow waiting to strike.))
B ((or two, he's running around trying to catch a rat. At which point he probably failed misterably because he ran into you or a fucking house.)) OW!!
C ((After MANY failed attempts to catch on, Makoto finally does succeed. He sits in a dark spot, a little out of the way of the apartments. In his hands he holds a rat, which howls and squirms between clutched fingers. Dispassionate eyes stare at it, Makoto in deep thought. A hand reaches up towards its head and closes around it. He just has to snap the neck - a painless death, right? The rat keeps screaming.))
... ((he exhales, and pulls his hand away away from it again.)) I can't.
((For a while he stares at the rat, which has calmed down now, sniffing hungrily at the air.)) This must be how it feels like to them... To be so much bigger, ((he says to the rat, as if it understands him. In time, the rat is returned to the fishbowl in peace.)) You didn't do anything wrong, I'm sorry, ((his lips curl up at it for a moment. and decides then he would sit with his new companion for a while in silence.))
((Audio; Locked from Haru and Nagisa))
... After everything that's happened, ((he mutters, voice quiet, slightly broken,)) I'm sorry to ask but... I can't waffle about this forever.
What do you guys think about... ending something's life? I'm not... a bad person, so naturally I don't want to hurt anyone but... I don't want my friends to be hurt either.